Fear

I have a lot of fear in my system.

Fear: A substantial amount of scared. 

I wake up scared, take showers scared, blow dry my hair scared, I walk into my pitch black garage scared shitless. I walk in the hallway scared, sit down in class scared, drive scared, eat dinner scared, go to sleep...still scared. 

I welcome fear into my life like it has its own key, to my mind.

Its the annoying neighbors annoying dog, with the annoying bark. 

I fear natural disasters

I fear feeling vulnerable 

I fear bad guys

I fear losing my dad

I fear illness                                      

I fear the unknown.

I fear white.

I fear black.

I fear bad days

The hell with being afraid.