Okay With It

The other day, during lunch, I was sitting in a hallway by myself. Just alone, lonely, and quiet.

          I was okay with that. 

Hearing the chit-chat from the loudest voices to just the slightest whispers around the corner. 

My Ipod was dead, and my headphones were all tangled.

        

 I was okay with that.

I wrote in my journal, about 4 pages.

Throwing my thoughts out, left and right, on lined white paper. Anything, and everything that I could possibly think of. 

A young man walked passed me and said- "Hello" 

"Hello..." I responded shyly with a smile of shock, with a little touch of awkward, from the rare niceness.

"Your smile, wow, its beautiful." He said.

"Thank you." I said.

I accepted the compliment and, 

I was okay with that. 

Instructions

How to be happy:

1. Wake up at whatever time pleases you.
2. Turn on your favorite movie, or favorite music and turn up the volume, then jump into the shower.
3. While getting dressed, say 2 positive things about yourself. (It may not sound like much, but those 2 things could change your entire day.)
4. Do your hair
5. Smile at yourself in the mirror
6. Put on your favorite kind of shoes.
7. Feed your goldfish.
8. Kiss your dogs good-bye
9. Hug your mother. 
10. Get into your car,start the engine, and drive to get yourself some iced tea.
11. Come home, get shit taken care of. 
12. Get your 9 hours
13. Sleep

How to be unhappy:

1. Sleep in, so you are late, having to rush getting ready.
2. Listen to the panic of your heart, beating so fast from the stress, thanks to step 1. 
3. Look in the mirror and say 10 bad things you think about yourself.
4. Don't brush your hair, just throw it into a pony tail.
5. Pick whatever shoes are convenient.
6. Feed your goldfish later...
7. 8-9, (how to be happy) you cant do because you have to run out the door which makes your day even worse. 
8. Forgot your keys, run inside, get into the car, start the engine, no tea for you slacker.
9. Go home and procrastinate, as well as whine to your mother about why the day was so bad.
10. Get your 6 hours
11. Worry about the next day...no sleep for you. 

Pfft. 

I sit by flowers that never get watered.

Just Checkin

Hey guys I was just wondering how my blogs are doing? 

I don't know if they are too weird or way too personal. I know the last couple have been. 

I hope that my swearing doesn't offend some of you, but I feel the need to swear to get to my point across.

Mr Nelson if you are reading this, please comment on it. I really feel as though if you comment on it, its like I won a gold star.

As well as my classmates please let me know on comments as well. I feel like I am doing some what okay? 

I look at my comments from people a whole bunch, and it makes me feel good. 

I will start commenting on more people's blogs as well. 

Thank you for reading my blogs errrbody...

Just checkin,,, 

(: 

Jealousy

I am jealous of this person:
"Happiness is when we fall in love
with that one you know is right
Happiness is that feeling we had
when we learned to fly a kite
Happiness is a cool, cool breeze
on a warm and sunny day

Happiness is when the kid next door
always asks us out to play
Even though back in the day those kids would bug me... I sure do miss it. 
Happiness is when you're by yourself
and there's no one else around
Yep.
Happiness is when you played hide and seek
and you were never, ever found.
Happiness is that moment in time
when we start to fall asleep
Happiness is an amazing feeling
That you'll do anything to keep
My favorite part of this poem.
I love to be within this realm
of cheerful happiness
'Cause it's full of delight, exuberance and joy
mixed with pleasure, rapture and bliss "

Roger Horsch