Sunday, January 26, 2014

Introduction

 I find it hard to talk about myself in front of an audience, but I will make an effort to do so. 
Some say I am quiet, some say i'm kind, most assume i'm passive. I'm not.                                                                                       My mind is loud loUD LOUD
                                      Over analyzing anything and everything is one of my many talents. 
                                      In fact,a gold medal should be arriving on my door step soon.   
Thinking makes me anxious, thinking about being anxious makes me anxious.
                                               Saying sorry is a comfort.
                                                             SORRY.
Looking out a window, wishing I was exploring nature, or sitting by a lake, thinking. Thinking about anything. Anything besides having conversations with acquaintances to impress,
 is a comfort. 

 Awkward small talk makes me awkward. C'mon, We both know you couldn't care less about how my weekend was, you just want to be with your friends, cracking jokes, and catching up on the latest, "he said, she said".  
                                                                  I get it. 
                                         I would much rather be doing the same.
                                                              SORRY.
                                                           
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                                                           But uh, hey!
                                      on a more positive note, my name is Isla Kirie.
                                                            Hi again!
 I like friendly people, and a nice rain storm once in a while.
 Long walks on harsh rocks, and slippery terrain, is my favorite.
 Long talks about life in general keeps me motivated.
 Motivated for what?
                                                          I don't know.
                                                          Life I guess?  
I usually don't have the answers or responses people are use to:
"What do people not know about you?"
I hold road grudges
I get offended easily from facial expressions
I contradict myself, over what I want for a snack. 
I suppose that is what makes me different right? 

I like a smile from society now and then, with everyone's faces in their phones, you don't see it very often.  
I am not the rebellious type, but one time I parked my car sideways in the drive way. 
                                                             SORRY. 
 I can't wait to explore my thoughts with everyone, be prepared for a deep story with tons of typos;
                                                    
                            

                                                             SORRY.
                     




                             




                                                     

7 comments:

  1. sorry but I loved this, and I have a feeling I am going to love your blog? I don't know why I put a question mark there but it just felt right, also I am an expert at typos

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  2. I am in love with this. There are parts I totally connect with! I love the recurring "sorry" and also that you knew the balance between keeping it consist and overusing it.

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  3. " Saying sorry is a comfort, SORRY."

    My life in six words.

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  4. Receiving sorrys makes me uncomfortable, but I guess I'll read your blog anyways.

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  5. "Some say I am quiet, some say i'm kind, most assume i'm passive. I'm not. My mind is loud loUD LOUD."
    Daaaaah yes I like you

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    1. This is the part I was going to quote. LOUD LOUD LOUD. Yes.

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  6. The apologetic-ness is just so honest and relatable

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