Humans

Negatives on being human:

Humans are complicated. Oh so very complicated, filled with mixed emotions & mixed signals that make absolutely no sense. 

We hate being sad, but sometimes that's all we have to look forward to.

We have terrible awful days. Days that are so unbearable we have to put everything on pause.

We sit in our rooms thinking of all the reasons why we are upset, fueling the fire. 

Being human means we have feelings that can't be explained, words that can't be taken back, and fears bigger than dreams.

We cry until our tear ducts crisp, until our faces swell, and our eyes become bloodshot.

We have barriers around  the very core of our feelings.  

 Being human is a job, a full time job that had no interview, and the pay freaking sucks. 

We enjoy company, but would prefer to be alone.

We have talents that are unseen or heard. 

We choose intimidation over trying. 

We love and expect our hearts to stay whole.

Both Positive and negative pasts define us, which is completely okay.

We make plans with friends, then cancel.

No one can agree on anything

We take great offense to the stupidest things. 

Being human actually has a lot of positives:

We have laughs that are contagious, and smiles that can brighten a day. 

We have moments where happy thoughts cluster and you want to hug everything, even a cloud.

We are sympathetic towards others and care to help.

Relating makes friends, making friends is always fun.

We may be awkward as hell, but we sure are exciting.

Humans can suffer through some pretty traumatic situations and still manage to be positive and share with others.

Gahhh, there are way too many positives of being a human, but hopefully you guys get the point of where I am going with this. 

Even though we have a lot of reasons to be sad, we have so many more reasons to be happy. 

Everyone holds power in their smile.

If someone asks you, "if you could have any super power what would it be?" definitely say to smile and change the world. Or flying I guess.  

I don't make sense. 

Sincerely a human

Isla Kirie

                                             

Introduction

 I find it hard to talk about myself in front of an audience, but I will make an effort to do so. 
Some say I am quiet, some say i'm kind, most assume i'm passive. I'm not.                                                                                       My mind is loud loUD LOUD. 
                                      Over analyzing anything and everything is one of my many talents. 
                                      In fact,a gold medal should be arriving on my door step soon.   
Thinking makes me anxious, thinking about being anxious makes me anxious.
                                               Saying sorry is a comfort.
                                                             SORRY.
Looking out a window, wishing I was exploring nature, or sitting by a lake, thinking. Thinking about anything. Anything besides having conversations with acquaintances to impress,
 is a comfort. 

 Awkward small talk makes me awkward. C'mon, We both know you couldn't care less about how my weekend was, you just want to be with your friends, cracking jokes, and catching up on the latest, "he said, she said".  
                                                                  I get it. 
                                         I would much rather be doing the same.
                                                              SORRY.
                                                           
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                                                           But uh, hey!
                                      on a more positive note, my name is Isla Kirie.
                                                            Hi again!
 I like friendly people, and a nice rain storm once in a while.
 Long walks on harsh rocks, and slippery terrain, is my favorite.
 Long talks about life in general keeps me motivated.
 Motivated for what?
                                                          I don't know.
                                                          Life I guess?  
I usually don't have the answers or responses people are use to:
"What do people not know about you?"
I hold road grudges
I get offended easily from facial expressions
I contradict myself, over what I want for a snack. 
I suppose that is what makes me different right? 

I like a smile from society now and then, with everyone's faces in their phones, you don't see it very often.  
I am not the rebellious type, but one time I parked my car sideways in the drive way. 
                                                             SORRY. 
 I can't wait to explore my thoughts with everyone, be prepared for a deep story with tons of typos;
                                                    
                            

                                                             SORRY.